Only one thing will ultimately bring you peace. He's already completed His part, now it's up to you.  Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot see the Kingdom of God.” (John 3:3)

The pastoral answer (he mentions in the end) is when tragedy hits us, it hurts.  Sometimes so much so that we feel like we can't go on.  But, know that the Lord is there to help us through it.  He knows how you feel.  Remember, Jesus was not only 100% God, but also, 100% man.

Pray or even yell if you need to. God knows your pain.  Let Him in.  Let Him help.

This was awesome. God bless her for using that platform to share His glory!

" Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6)