The ultimate right to choose: "yourself" or "God". Worldly pursuits and selfishness (which will end with damnation) or to live the life He intended you to (and join Him in heaven one day).
God loves you so much that He's given you "free will" to make this choice for yourself, rather than FORCING you into an eternity with Him. Think about it, if someone wanted nothing to do with God here on earth, then why would that person want to spend all eternity with Him in heaven? God loves you, but if you chose to ignore Him your entire life, then God will respect your decision in the end.
Faith is a journey. PLEASE "start" if you haven't and continue to "seek" and "grow" in your relationship with Him if you have. The alternative is not anything God wants for you (as He said in 2 Peter 3:9). ♥🕆♥