When we are in the midst of despair, worry and anger, it really is hard to see how any good is going to come from it. But just as a lump of coal can become a beautiful diamond through great pressure being put on it, so can God use the current "pressure" being put on you to change your life into something more wonderful than you could have ever dreamed of. Don't lose hope. Keep, or "find", your faith. God is with you at all times and is faithful to those who seek Him.
"I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world." (John 16:33)