"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." (1 John 4:8)
Run to the One that IS love.
Run to the One who will never run from you.
Run to the One who will never reject you.
Run to the One who will never leave you.
Run to the One who gave His only Son, so that you may be saved.
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." (John 3:16)
Don't look for love anywhere else, including a spouse, friends, or even yourself, until you know God's love. His love is the only one that will endure forever. (Psalm 136)